Poker meltdown

I had a poker meltdown last week, playing on tables
I prolly shouldnt have and flushing down a vast portion
of my bankroll. I learnt some lessons, I learnt the value
of patience and the value of analysing myself.

I guess I realised when investing turned to gambling.
Coz if one hand can cripple you then your out of
your depth.

It was a question of money management. May be
I was bored and i needed the action, but gosh
I felt stupid afterwards. I did learn how to play
limit with the best of them, and evaluating the
table strength.

But if you learn something from it, its not a
total waste.

I wonder whether I will be able to build it up, I
dont see why not.